It’s Friday Eve. I got a real bad case of the “stay in the bed” itis, and man.
this feels so damn CRIMINAL!
can we talk about thoughts???
Why do they be so fucked up sometimes bro? Like I’ll genuinely be considering offing my rock, and here comes this dumb ass idea: “you could pay an assassin,” and then I’m left to consider if it’s really even dumb because whole time: that could work for real.
it’s like the “endless” part in endless possibilities, can feel like your options are never ending. And i have a severe lack in executive decision making. I mean, I’ll say I’m about 0-5 on like big, big decisions. Like, sure, there’s no such thing as a bad decision necessarily, BUT; there are decisions and choices that play as a cause and effect, naturally. If I keep poking the nest, eventually I’ll get stung. So, like. That weighs on me. And then it’s like, well it’s all our first time livingggg (love that line), so what are we actually even racing to get to? I get it. The “me vs me,” mentality.
but do we get it?
You can’t rush yourself, you can’t. Life is going to happen, it will just be, do you feel me?
You’ve got to do what matters to you, take pride in your priorities, and yes. Your perspective will shape the reality that you live in. And when I look in the mirror, I’m looking at myself through lens, or questions that should align with the woman I am.
For instance:
- What are my standards of success?
- How does my daily routine make me feel?
- Am I trying my best in each area of my life?
I stop looking at myself as mere competition, and as a teammate. The idea is to stop viewing yourself as a task, or job that needs to be done, and start acknowledging all the little things that led to now. Does that make sense?
I’m running around this hoe like a chicken with no legs, I’ll hit y’all back tomorrow, but PREMISE IS
there’s always going to be something after another, we have to start appreciating, prioritizing, the things that matter.
and THAT IS A SUBJECTIVE DEFINITION.
It depends on your life, your goals, your happiness.
k bye
Robyn
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