March 16, 2026
I literally can hear Mama Odie singing that from Princess and the Frog, ugh. Where did the life lessons, that kind of storytelling that really teaches you something; where did that art form go? They aren’t teaching these kids shit nowadays, but like. I don’t know. I’m 25. Maybe that’s what they used to think the same about us when we were growing up. Maybe, all I do is complain lmao. That’s where we’re going with today’s post.
I’ve been “bah hum bug,” I’d say since like Christmas, I don’t know. Not even necessarily like miserable, just unsatisfied. Not content, you know. It’s like I did exactly, well everything I wanted to accomplish last year, outside of hitting the mega millions, you’d think I’d feel some sense of fulfillment. And nah. I’ve noticed how irritable I’ve been, road rage off the rocks, just feeling on edge, constantly, you know?
So, I did a little new year’s ritual lol.
Why?
I realized there wasn’t a single point in my life that i liked even a little bit.
- I cannot stand my job
- I hate my apartment (and this is before Ratatouille)
- I hated how alone I felt
- I hate my wardrobe
- I hated that “unalive” feeling
Seriously, I started asking myself like, maybe I just shouldn’t be here at all. What is the point in all of this, if you’re just going to live it doing shit you don’t want to do 24/7. I was on my way to seasonal depression. So, boom.
Ritual.
I am fucking joking lmao. I did the twelve days leading up to New Years thing. You write out twelve of your wants, put them inside a bowl. Each day leading up to New Years, you pull one and they say to burn it, I didn’t do all that.
the best cure to being or feeling lost, is to explore. To experience. Turn your curiosity back on. Redefine, or in my case, rediscover you. I mean, none of that is you. But all of it is you. Who you are. Who we are. And sometimes we forget that all of this shit is nothing without us: that DTE bill, that gas station that’s charging 50 cents more for the same damn oil than the one across the street. It’s all because of us, and none of it would have any value or merit without the energy we pour into the shit.
Refocus your energy on the shit that matters to you. I said I’d put effort into feeling good, and it really is not as easy as people will have you believing. The world is ending right before our eyes. We’re all seeing it through different lens. For me, I knew the shit would happen. However, I always hoped it’d never come to this. but…man. All we did was complain
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but yeah. all about your perspective and what not lol.
k bye
Robyn
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