Date: February 5, 2026
Can we get real, can we be reallll hahaha.
I care about y’all, and I really would love to see the human experience, experience, like true freedom. Open possibility, you know? Like, I’m genuinely convinced humanity can experience life in whatever way we imagine. Like, we have the ability to make reality a really tranquil experience for all of us. How the fuck did reality become whatever the fuck it is today? I don’t really know. I feel like I’ve made that transparent:
I hate how this shit is going, and I can’t believe we put a price on water. The shit that makes up like 90% of where the fuck we stay.
I don’t give a fuck about why anymore. “WHY ARE WE DOING THIS,” like honestly but fuck it. Any desire I had to actually inform, the clueless, is out the window. Imagine defending some shit like your life depended on it, today; just to say you “can’t believe this is happening” ten years later.
sorry, no.
This is the same country that rationalized owning humans. America grew up to be exactly what the fuck it was born as. There’s no wolf in sheep’s clothing. Whatever man.
I didn’t even come on here for that lmao, I still have not been home. and that’s what this post is about.
My exit, LMFAOO.
I want to leave so many things behind in this new year. If that includes y’all, so be it lol. I’m tired of being tired. I’m tired of being mad at life as if it TOLD me to live my life the way that I am. I’m tired of saying, “someday,” I’m tired of allowing my life to rest in opportunity or the lack thereof. You get what I’m saying? I don’t want to hear myself complaining or dreaming about the same places, or people, or experiences that I been visioning, and dreaming about for years. I said I’d see the ball drop four years ago!!! Is it that hard to just, go somewhere?
fuck no it isn’t.
Maybe it’s being away from home, maybe it’s never being home in the first place.
sometimes the answer you’re looking for is to end whatever endless cycle you’re currently enduring. Are you constantly putting something on the back burner? Do you feel intrigued by a certain idea, yet feel unsure whether or not to explore it?
I say we tackle this together, and at the very least, explore our options. Here’s what I’m thinking:
- Speak with my apartment management in regards to negotiating an early lease termination.
- Start thinking about more options.
- Are you serious about this Robyn?
As you can see, my list isn’t very long, and it’s obviously in its beginning stages of conception. But that’s the point, to get those gears moving. Less about work or projects or kids, and more about self, exploration, discovery, actualization. And that happens in waves, yes?
We’ll dive more into this, and of course you’ll be with me every step of the way. And a reminder there is no rush to new year, let the winter season, end in a way only it can.
With 7 degree mornings, and bright, but windy afternoons.
k bye,
Robyn
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