I’m feeling very cozy, very relaxed.
Why on earth have we not adapted the practices of almost every other mammal in the world: where winter calls for hibernation, storing and prepping for the upcoming spring. I don’t know, I do love me a good sunny day, but man.
“Chestnuts roasting on an open fireeeeee”
I had a week off, and you’d think I’d spend it doing everything. Going here, going there, doing this, doing that. But baby.
When I say I sat my ass down.
It was torturing me.
mentally at least.
I read something about these loops, mental loops, that your mind will experience when you have lots of different tasks that require your attention. The advice was to close them. Close the mental loops and improve energy levels overall. And if you’re like a psychologist and that’s not an actual theory or actual thing that y’all actually give a fuck about, then: by all means, ignore that little tidbit.
why did I even bring that up?
Well, there wasn’t any exhaustion, because no matter what my mind tried to tell me; I constantly reaffirmed that I’m on vacation, and you’re allowed to do nothing.
I get it, we have insane amounts of influence surrounding us on the daily. Everybody’s telling you thirty different ways to optimize your time, or the seven different routines to lead a successful life. -.-
just stop.
I’m not trying to go all mojo jojo lmao, but the beauty of human life lies in its stark contrasts. We get to actually see good and bad, and experience joy and sadness. We feel what it takes to succeed and how to become winners, and explore the depths of our own like, reservoir, when we fail or lose.
???
Basically. Since like, idk, 2020?? I mean can we ever focus on the right shit. Alright I’ma just say it plain.
it’s beginning to look a lot like boredom lmao.
I’m a “Band geek” but remember the episode of SpongeBob that explained imagination or really, perspective: and Squidward’s watching his new tv and it’s just boxes lol.
That! That!!! That dissatisfaction he had watching them have fun with a box, yet he’s surrounded by boxes. The whole episode lowkey goes hard. but.
I’m a fan of the “you could die tomorrow, eat the donut today,” frame of mind, but again. There’s that hyper fixation on death, but but– how do I explain that for every area of your life?
- You could die tomorrow; binge your favorite show all day.
- You could die tomorrow, call off today.
- you could die tomorrow, buy the damn smoothie
- You could die tomorrow, so do whatever you want today.
like does that hit? lol.
I feel like I’ve got a lot of points all going on at the same time here lol. There is (1) the beauty of inertia, (2) there’s this ongoing infatuation with death, (3) the idea that humans are bored; and (4) “it’s all about how you look at it.”
it’s beginning to look a lot like…
whatever the fuck you want- got that?
do that,
k bye
robyn
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